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Pain can change people.
"I bet he didn't ask you to do those things for him right? So don't expect him to be like that as well. Like Ive said he will love you the ways he know how. In love, you give love to a person not because you wanted to receive the EXACT amt you're giving that person. Learn to accept and love him unconditionally and learn to expect less from that person. :) It's easy to fall in love but it's hard to STAY in love :-) Good luck to you and your boyfriend! May u reach a thousand milestones!"
Hello, anonymous :) I get your point but the thing is what you maybe think of our relationship is not exactly you are thinking. My boyfriend and I are together for almost 2 years now. Not that long but it is not also that short. He is the type of guy that if I dont do stuffs he like i.g (lambinging, alagaan, pansinin, etc.) he’ll get mad at you big time. But luckily, i am that kind of person na i’ll give him what he asks but of course the right stuffs. The thing is despite of giving what he wanted I am being treated as if taken for granted. Why? because I am too kind to understand, accept and do everything that makes him happy but in return he gives pain. I know he loves me but as a person, you need to be loved, taken cared of and give importance not being taken for granted. Within the duration of our relationship it didnt happen once or twice or trice. It’s been a hell lot already. Kung mahal ka, kaya mong baguhin kung ano ang mali. Sa akin alam ko may pagkakamali ako pero kung ikaw yung nasa position ko, experiencing what i am experiencing now, i think you’ll able to understand. I am a very open minded person. Mahaba pasensya ko and i can resist but there will be the time na sa lahat ngpagkakamaling paulit ulit na nangyayari, masasaktan at mapapagod ka na lang talaga.
Anyways, thank you for somehow read a bunch of rantings I did in my post ;) I hope I am allowed to know you anonymous and share more about each other’s opinion. Goodnight.
Things needed to be said and understood..
FEELINGS. This word is such a very fragile word. This one word says it all. It concludes everything you wanna say. The thing is, not everybody can understand this word. It has a very obvious meaning yet this is still so unclear to some people.
I know somebody who is like that. That person belongs to the “SOME” people who don’t understand feelings. This person turns out to be my boyfriend. Sad to say that my boyfriend is not a type of guy who will chase after a girl who gets angry at him or like will do even a bit of an effort just to make a girl feel she’s a big part of his life. My boyfriend actually is not my ideal type of guy whom I usually thought almost my entire life. He is not as loving as I am towards him. He is not as nice as how I am to him. He has too many flaws that a girl could possibly despise him so much that they won’t stand his attitude at all. Simply, my boyfriend is numb. He has no feelings aside for himself only.
I don’t know actually why I am so much inlove with this guy even though he is not being fair towards me. I am giving him enough love, care, attention, time, etc. so that he won’t be telling me in the end that I didn’t give enough of it. Also, I am giving all those to him so that he could return them back as well to me. Pero bakit ganun? Ang gusto ko lang naman magbago sya. Magbago sya so he would turn out to be a better person. I always tell him whenever we fight over something that “Madali lang magbago basta gugustuhin mo kasi alam mo na para sa kanya yung pagbabago mo, pero kung di mo gugustuhin magbago laging may mga dahilan kasi ayaw mong magbago.” Kaya ko nasasabi sa kanya na magbago sya kasi ako mismo yung nakakaramdam ng mga maling ginagawa niya. Sa akin niya kasi nagagawa. :(
This note is not for the people who will be reading this to hate my boyfriend because of what he is doing towards me, but I am intending this note to be a signal to everyone that a person can actually have patience in this kind of matter and also still love a person more than ever. Call me a very stupid person because of loving this kind of person, but what can I say, I am deeply inlove with him and I am not a kind of person who will give up easily.
ANG GUSTO KO LANG NA MANGYARI AY MAGBAGO SIYA. MAGBAGO DAHIL ALAM NIYANG MALI YUNG GINAGAWA NIYA SA AKIN. Ma-realize niya yung mga ginagawa niya na selfish. Na sarili lang iniisip at hindi dapat maging manhid. Na di lahat ng ginugusto niya ayos sa akin. :’/
“Kung mahal mo ang isang tao, kayang magbago. Kayang mag-sacrifice at kayang umintindi dahil kapag nagmahal ka na at nag-commit sa isang tao, ibig sabihin nun handa kang i-accept at gawin kung ano ang mas magiging mabuti sa inyong dalawa.”
I love my boyfriend so much, but I learnt that loving him so much can give me so much pain in return instead of being loved back like what I give to him. Hindi ko alam kung bakit natitiis ko. Maybe because I know I will be the one who can change him for good. If that happens, It’s worth of suffering. Di ko man masabi lahat lahat ng gusto kong iparating sayo, sana maintindihan mo at maramdaman mo yung “FEELINGS” na nararamdaman ko. Yung paghihirap ko at mga na-sacrifice ko para sa atin. Di ako perpekto pero gumagawa ako ng paraan para maging perfect. Sana ganun ka din. Sana kung ano yung nakukuha mo galing sa akin, ganun din ang mabigay mo. Di palaging ikaw lang, kailangan ko din ng ganun. :’(
*May (March 23,2013) Time check: 4:48 am
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